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Jul 17th

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from what i’m hearing, you really sound like bad news. and yes, i hear it from you too.

Jan 23rd

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“I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because...”

– Augusten Burroughs (Running with Scissors)

Jan 12th

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lifeamongmen: Victor’s surprise birthday: 11:41PM This was the best part of the night !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JOEL, JOOEL, JOOOEELL

Jan 9th

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Victor’s 21st Birthday I don’t know if i can stress enough how much last night was full of all sorts of awkward. however, i guess it’s inevitable because it’s me :D you see, yesterday didn’t pan out the way i thought it would. it’s not a bad thing, really. instead of going to victor’s surprise party with james, i was actually supposed to go to my...

Jan 9th

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too much awkward right now ! and always… back to ~ normal ~

Jan 9th

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Dec 24th

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“God breaks our hearts so He can let himself in.”

– (via lifeamongmen) every new beginning starts like this. whether you believe in God, or not. our hearts break to let something good in, again and again.

Dec 24th

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Dec 23rd

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Dec 21st

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DTF ??????

Dec 21st

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augustneverfails: Samantha, when James comes back, we’re going to Red Room. down down down down down.

Dec 15th

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Dec 15th

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#1

I think people liked me better without you.

Dec 13th

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dear james,

asan ka ba? i wish you were here. Ko keeps asking me to go to timmies and i’ve said i can’t so many times to the point where i feel bad… and awkward =/ help !

Dec 5th

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Dec 4th

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Kind heart, black heart We’re all the same in the dark

Dec 1st

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Nov 29th

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Nov 28th

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Sep 1st

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augustneverfails: Highlight: Seeing people I haven’t seen since highschool (ie. Cyndi, Rian), getting drunk before 11 and before everyone else arrived, $3 drinks, “OMG, your Filipino ? I’m going to be your Yaya” OMG Moment: http://lifeamongmen.tumblr.com/post/988731618/first-time-i-got-felt-up-was-by-a-gay-guy Icing on the Cake: Coming home and realizing that my parents have finally...

Aug 21st

this made me a little happy in a sad sort of way.

lifeamongmen: I’m crying and throwing shit! i know we’re both feeling sad about different things right now. but this made me smile inside. you make me laugh and i miss you.

Aug 6th

the year of the island

right now i’m thinking about the summer of concerts on the Toronto island death cab for cutie & stars; @lifeamongmen. kevin forgetting his ticket at home and us being halfway downtown, getting off somewhere in between and making our way back to royal york… james and i waiting at the station for an hour while kevin went back home to get his ticket. finally reaching the island and...

Jul 3rd

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Jun 20th

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May 9th

insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking

just like on the first day of your summer vacation away from school, work or whatever it may be, you have every intention of sleeping in but find yourself awake at 7 in the morning. this is exactly the position i found myself in this morning. but in this situation it still worked out as i did have two hours of extra sleep. and yes! that is correct, i did have to wake up at 5 am every morning...

May 3rd

Apr 20th

““People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants....”

– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia) (via hit-or-miss) [!] i personally do not agree that this is a true definition of what a soul mate is, but i like the philosophy of it. and well, if this is what a soul mate is… then...

Apr 17th

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I just wanna cry and throw shit

Apr 8th

Apr 7th

Apr 2nd

i make the path

enough of the vague, cryptic posts… for now. i’d like to strike a positive attitude. the past two weeks have been quite a learning curve. a life lesson learned the hard way. but i can confidently say that things are heading in a better direction. i intend to keep it that way. however, i understand that everything isn’t magically fixed because the obstacles are still there....

Mar 7th

here's to...

going to sleep hopeful and happy, and waking up the same way. new day.

Feb 27th

“Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.”...”

– Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist (via julie911) (via quote-book) YFC throwback. Re-Discover YOU camp 2007. as quoted.

Jan 24th

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Jan 12th

Jan 7th

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things to do before i die

went to a salsa club last night for denver and sarah’s birthday. i just had to blog about this. it makes me so happy to remember and think about it. so, at the very first playdium staff party i went to, i saw ada and aureo dancing to a ne-yo song, and it was like ballroom/salsa type dancing. as time went by working at playdium, Ne-yo songs constantly kept reminding me of Aron, my former...

Dec 18th

Because Queen is majestic in my eyes, and...

Dec 5th

“Turn on to politics. Or else politics will turn on you.”

– Ralph Nader; American attorney, author, lecturer, political activist, and former candidate for President of the United States.

Nov 15th

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usually i'm humble, right now i don't choose

for the most part, i believe in myself. i believe i’m doing well in being a good person and achieving my substantial goals. i guess you can also say that i believe in the golden rule. treating others as you would like to be treated. i don’t have any enemies, and have never found myself in any serious or unfair drama. i use to ignore that whole ‘girls are drama’ stereotype...

Nov 12th

Nov 11th

one of the good days

i’ll be normal today :) so, after a $100+ necessary shopping spree for interview clothing, missing 2 of the same classes in a row, commuting in really horrible rainy days, writing a surprise tax preparation test as an interview, getting sick, personal/family/relation issues, having another interview while still sick, and an insanely hectic weekend at work… i found out how well worth...

Oct 23rd

just another relapse of life

good things happen in life, and unhappy things happens. not necessarily bad things. it’s just what we believe and say. we always associate bad things with unhappy feelings. but maybe this was just another relapse of life. one of those big events that make you realize something needs to change. makes you realize that you are capable when all is said and done. fresh from the hurt, you realize...

Oct 20th

blind

it’s 9:30 in the morning. my heart is very heavy. i think it’s a bit too early in the day for this.

Oct 14th

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Oct 12th

changes

it’s difficult to put it into words. especially for someone as inarticulate as me. i’ve got the right ideas, i’m going towards the right mind set. i’m tired of the glum. in retrospect, i must’ve not realized that i ended up back here. i must’ve not realized where my attitude was taking me. and now here i am, waking up to the reality that i’ve let myself...

Oct 11th

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nervous is a fitting word

it’s 12:19 am. i’m just about ready to hit the bed. but i am oh so nervous. i know it’s probably going to be one out of many. i’m excited as well, though. ok. smile, be confident, don’t look scared, give it all you’ve got.

Oct 9th